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diet, exercise, fat, food, frustration, gym, scale, sensa, weight gain, weight loss
So, if there are any dedicated readers out there who have seen the archives of my blog, you may very well be aware of my struggle with weight. in 2009, I was ON IN. I was in the zone. I was at my lowest ever. Needless to say, things have changed. My schedule and routines have changed.. and my weight has well. Much to my dismay.
I bought a scale from Costco yesterday and dared to step on it this morning and did NOT like the numbers I saw. I have nearly gained back all of the weight I lost! This is very discouraging. I could blame the lack of a fridge (which arrived yesterday, thank God), having to eat out, stress, not working out as to why I have gained this weight back, but the truth is, I COULD have gone to work out, even if I was eating Chic-fil-a after work. UGHHHH.
So, here I am again. Back to the beginning and it feels absolutely HORRIBLE. Granted, I don’t LOOK like a cow (thank goodness for being tall and naturally well proportioned), but I FEEL it. AHHHHHHHH. I entertained the notion, briefly, of trying Sensa… but it’s pretty pricey and I have a nice array of healthy (and yes, I DO understand what healthy entails) foods that I can eat.
Here we go again! Wish me luck.
You can do it. You can get back in the ZONE! You may feel terrible right now, but look at the positive: You recognized that you were slipping, and now you’re picking yourself back up again. Today is a new day. Yesterday is gone. Good luck!
Thanks Mindi! I appreciate the encouragement!
Good Luck. I don’t know you too well and I have never seen you… this might sound strange, but I have a feeling you’re not fat. Don’t know what makes me feel this way. Just be healthy… all else follows suit… including your happiness.
Aww, that’s kind of you. I certainly feel much heavier than I did last year before getting involved with my now ex. I was much more active! And now, with law school, things are more hectic than ever. But thanks for the comment!